Little suicidal me

1,5 weeks ago it was a normal Sunday afternoon. Everything was good, I was going to help Ray to cook dinner (alone!) for like 50 people and I just wanted to go to sportshall before that. That's what I did. But things didn't quite end up as they were supposed to... I was using a jumping rope for a while and had a little brake. Then little suicidal me looked around and said: oh, what's that? oh, that's a body roller! I once saw Danguole using it. I've never tried it but I'm sure it's easy. And that's what happened next: I rolled myeself once and back and thought, wow, this is not as easy as it seemed. And then... it's kind of hard to explain right now, but.... I fell. Straight onto my face. It hurted a LOT... The Big Bang on my head. I was close to loosing my left eye and braking my nose, so I should actually call myself lucky, aye.. But anyway, I wondered to my room, escaping from Jana (the afroredhaired Estonian woman, a Gaia teacher, going to Namibia for 5 years soon) and Ray and then falling to bed for 2 hours... gosh it hurted a lot... i looked like half of my face had been beaten up, especially under my eye. I showed up for dinner and everyone had a good laugh, they couldn't believe I could hurt myself that much with such a harmless thingie... anyway, i didn't go to a doctor and nobody advised me to do that either (at least I don't remember it). About 10 days later, I've seen an emergency doctor twice. I had a mild concussion, but no brain damage nor inner bleeding. Huh... So, I'm gonna be fine. Heh, and guess what? Barbara, a Czech girl broke her nose a week later EXACTLY the same way!!! Hahaa!!! I could't stop laughing as everyone else. It's crazy... and I thought nobody can be as stupid as me.

Anyway, quite a number of stupid things have happened to me lately (my bags have broke like 5 times during leafletting, I've lost my maps etc). Read more about Kristiina's chronicals at Ray's web page www.freewebs.com/rayanne